Hi guys, hope you're doing well. Sorry for the long post but..
Added 2023-05-21 22:28:36 +0000 UTCHi guys, hope you're doing well. Sorry for the long post but I wanted to address something that's been weighing heavily on me a bit lately. I owe each and every one of you an apology for my absence and lack of activity on here these past few months, especially those of you on my paid page. I try not to discuss my personal life too much, but I know I haven't been as present as I usually am and I wanted to explain the reasons why. First and foremost, my physical health has taken a bit of a toll on me lately. I have been grappling with a series of health issues that have demanded a lot of focus and energy. These challenges have left me feeling drained and limited in what I can accomplish. I've been doing my best to prioritize self-care in order to recover faster but it's been a long and arduous process. Additionally, these past few years I've been battling with a lot of anxiety and depression. Mental health struggles can be debilitating, and they have had a profound impact on my ability to maintain a consistent online presence. Some days have been particularly difficult, making it hard for me to find motivation, creativity, and confidence. I am committed to seeking the help I need better manage these things moving forward though. Lastly, I'm currently at a point in my life where I've been struggling with what direction I want to take professionally and personally. I've been heavily questioning my career path, goals, and self identity. This process has involved a lot of deep introspection and reassessment but ultimately I know I want to continue this journey with all of you, as the support you've shown has been incredible. I can't thank you all enough for your patience and understanding. I look forward to finally sharing all the content I've had queued up now soon over on my VIP page (@gatechjockpaid). I promise I'll be posting A LOT to make up for the lack of new stuff. Love, Declan
