Was able to prove to myself that I must be a bit overweight since I can fit a one litre bottle under my hanging hog gut aka Bellissima. I feel a bit better after capturing this. The buffet will make everything good again.
2024-08-19 11:04:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I woke up feeling so skinny today. Need to put more time and calories into this project so I stop feeling this way. I thought the feast I had last night would have a bigger impact but I don’t see it yet. I’m going to a buffet now for lunch so let’s hope that helps eradicate this feeling of being so small and under weight. Please tell me I’ll get fat in no time and tell me you see signs that I gained. I need this. I’m also spiralling into my least favourite time of the month and tend to feel skinny even though I’m bloated. I keep running out of snacks no matter how much I buy.
2024-08-19 10:55:48 +0000 UTC View PostAlmost finished all the food. I ate all the chocolate, waffles and ice cream. Apparently a whole chicken with four drum sticks is too much but I want to keep pushing until it isn’t too much.
2024-08-18 23:48:23 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe this is a cry for help. My rib cage has never felt like this before lol. Not sure if I’m okay. I guess these feelings are only going to intensify as I grow
2024-08-18 18:14:15 +0000 UTC View Post
Too full. Need belly rubs. Please assist
2024-08-18 16:27:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Bellissima looking down on her prey
2024-08-18 14:41:02 +0000 UTC View PostI love having a bit of toast with my butter in the morning. When it drips through the toast and forms an oily mess on my plate that I can lick clean, I know I’m doing breakfast just right 🐷🐽🐖
2024-08-18 10:19:23 +0000 UTC View Post
You’ll need to be strong so that you can lift her and can come up for air.
You need to be careful to not succumb to the sweat and flowing juices cos I get very horny when I’m stuffed. 🥵
This is probably a really bad idea because I’ve got a preproduction meeting with the producers and crew in a few hours but I’ve decided to mix 6 strains together in one joint and nothing will make me change my mind
2024-08-16 03:44:39 +0000 UTC View PostJust had another shake. Feeling so sloshy. Snacking on a giant slab of chocolate.
2024-08-16 02:52:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Who thinks I should have two shakes after my rich fattening meal? Each shake is 1700. Should I add another 3400 calories to my already stuffed gut? I’m also having ice cream and Lindt chocolate
2024-08-15 21:50:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Fucking love how horny I get when I’m stuffed. It’s nearly time for dessert and shakes. Also time to unbutton my pants. I want to make my belly hurt tonight.
2024-08-15 21:14:48 +0000 UTC View Post
Pasta stuffing tonight. Need to blow the fuck up. Here’s the before pic
2024-08-15 19:50:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Semi full. Let’s see if I can get Bellissima stuffed to the brim.
2024-08-12 15:51:26 +0000 UTC View Post
She’s filling up and filling out
2024-08-10 13:03:40 +0000 UTC View PostBeen drinking shakes, eating snacks and I’ve ordered three pizzas. Full day of stuffing myself
2024-08-10 10:15:38 +0000 UTC View PostLazy af. Wish I was being fed and bread today lol.
2024-08-10 09:14:05 +0000 UTC View PostI just belched mid word while chatting with my sister and her friends. They are all so smart and prestigious accomplished people and I could sense that as much as my sister loves me and likes how much I enjoy eating, she still gets a bit embarrassed when I belch in front of her friends. I’m hiding in the car now and I want to go and take some pics of Bellissima while I make room for more food.
2024-08-09 16:58:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Trying on clothes. This isn’t as tight as I’d like it to be but I’m sure I can change that.
2024-08-09 11:17:41 +0000 UTC View PostMy sister has friends who moved to Canada and I’ll be seeing them today. They last saw me when I was on stage being a hair model for some hair products. It was during a more athletic phase of my life. They haven’t seen me in my chubby phase. I hope they are shocked and can’t hide their shock. I hope they say something about my weight. Needless to say, I’ll be eating very well today. It may not be her intention but my sister is one of my best feeders and supporters.
2024-08-09 09:42:39 +0000 UTC View PostWhich roll would you fuck first?
2024-08-09 09:07:59 +0000 UTC View PostEating at my sister’s place today. I hope everyone else is watching their weight so that there will be more food for me cos I’m a greedy piggy.
I realise that I owe you all some content but haven’t forgotten any of my promises to deliver. Please forgive me for the delays. Teething issues and set backs but I’ll definitely make it up to you. I’m eating very well, I ordered more mass gainer and I’m determined to exceed expectations and hopes. Will do everything possible to achieve my goals.
Yesterday my co worker told me he was watching 600lb life on YouTube cos it came up in his feed. He’s on a weight loss and fitness journey which makes no sense cos he’s already thin. I just found it weird cos while he was viewing the show, I was imagining myself as a main character and posting on my onlyfans about being too fat to get out of bed and go to the office. lol. It took all my willpower to not masturbate in my car while I was fantasising about my immobile future.
2024-08-08 00:24:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I remembered to take before pics today
2024-08-07 10:00:34 +0000 UTC View PostLast day of the conference today. I woke up and had to use a “plunjer” cos of a “small” situation. I’ve been a total pig.
Fortunately no one else ate the way I ate so no one minded my gluttony. There was lots of food and no one was deprived. A generous conference package. Thank goodness there was over catering and many people ate small amounts cos of trying to lose weight or being tiny. I used to eat small amounts and had quick meals. Sometimes I just had 2 rice cakes with peanut butter, a carrot and some type of fruit as a meal once or twice a day because there was no cooking involved. Now I polish of huge plates of food and keep going back to the buffet for more. They say to lose weight it’s best to eat off small plates so I got myself the biggest plates I could find for my house. I’m training till I can eat out of a trough and get it all inside me.
I haven’t been performing well with my work but have done the bare minimum to not get fired, lol. I’m asking myself, am I staying in my job just so I can show case my gluttony in front of people who saw me when I was skinny and have literally watched me blow up my body in the past few years.
I know a day will come where I’ll call in to say I need to work from bed cos it’s too hard to get up and I’ve ordered a crane but in the mean time I’m not able to move. Wonder if they’ll still keep my company as a service provider. I’ll be using my giant packed gut as a table for my laptop so when we do video calls of meetings they just see chin rolls and hear me gasping for breath when my mic is on and I’m responding. Eventually they’ll know my mouth is busy with swallowing and I can only type with my fat ass finger.
I’m sitting in my car and my pussy is gushing as I type this on my phone and picture the fantasy. “I won’t be able to come in to the office today.” Client - “Why? What’s up.”well, you know how I’ve been working from home. I may have gone a bit too hard on the snacks. I’m trapped under my weight and can’t get up. I’m trying to make a plan but I’m okay. Nothing serious.
It’s been crazy. The conference buffet pushed me over the edge all day and I didn’t hold back cos of colleagues or clients. I went literal full hog all day. Breakfast and lunch stretched me way beyond comfort.
Tonight there were mountains of meat and it was cooked on a fire. Every chop was so perfectly, marinaded in beer, spices and some kind of magic sauce and Bellissima was in heaven.
I was eating like a beast with my hands and had no shame. It all tasted amazing.
A very beautiful, soft, luscious woman started hitting on me and felt my body. She’s a friend of someone attending the conference so came through for the team building party. She wanted to kiss me but I didn’t want to stop eating and my mouth is for eating now not kissing stunning women even though she seemed hot and irresistible. Not as irresistible as food.
Morning mass gainer time. Starting very early today. Bellissima is feeling very encouraged and excited about the day of feasting that lies ahead of us. There’s a conference with a buffet so we’ll be going hard.
2024-08-06 03:55:10 +0000 UTC View Post
